Bruno Mars On The Ellen Show 10/02/2014 Full Interview HD

OMG!!!

So in love with Bruno Mars!

Isnt he funny??

Damn.... he's such a sport too!



*love, love, love*

between google+ and picasa.... i gave up!

boy, i tried.... but i just dont get it!

i tried to make the pictures go public (which i dreaded for so many yearssss) but some of them are still missing! man... i just dont get it. sigh.....

so what have i resorted to?
ive deleted those posts with the missing photos...

i guess its for the best...
save me from major headache....

Welcome To Legoland Y'll!

Dang, dang, dang!! i wuz in Legoland! Hehehe.... my friend actually bought a few tickets in advanced (when it was still unofficially opened, hence why we got it at a cheaper price) so finally we decided to go to see what they have there. Well its located at nusa jaya (not sure if i got the name correct) its located at the far end of JB thats like close to the singapore border. Its pretty huge actually. And we were lucky as the weather was exceptionally good, not too hot and slightly cloudy so we here able to really explore the place... So what do i think of it? I think if ure bringing ur children, its the best place for them to enjoy themselves. But for consenting adults like muah, u may like some of the rides but it mostly cater for small children... You'll be fascinated by the monuments builts with legos. Its pretty amazing actually... thats for the adults i think. Coz i remembered admiring the KL city built with legos and a kid next to me stood there with his friends and said, "ala.. . Kodinyer!" Hahahaha.... Overall it was a good experience but would i go there again? Nah.... been there, done that! I MIGHT go back there with my kids though...provided if i have one someday. Hehehehe.... and of coz, if its still open. So here are the pictures!

Self-revelation

Here's a thought... Or rather... my discovery while watching Ally McBeal. As much as i hate eating by myself, i think im pretty much a loner sometimes. I like having the comfort of my own space. I love being by myself without the presence of anyone else. Most of the times i love company but in the end of the day, i need my space. I guess im not the clingy type of person... Yes, thats totally random, i know...

what makes you stupid?

i woke up this morning all grumpy with one question; why the hell am i up at this hour after i did double shifts the day before plus im on night shift tonight. i should be on my bed, all wrapped up like a 'popia' in my comfy blanket instead of having to go through the jam at jalan kuching at this peak hour on a friday morning. 

wondering what is it that is so COMPULSARY for everyone to come even when they are off.

so i went to the hall and there it was, the whole story about our 'negligence' that i wont be discussing here. but out all that was said in the meeting, one thing that caught my attention, something that ive never heard before, my specialist asked us, "what makes you stupid?"

 "you are stupid when you learn from your own mistake because if thats the case, then obviously you have done something wrong. so its better to learn from other people's mistake instead of your own," 

 then it hit me... i guess we are all stupid at certain point of our lives... the best way to deal with it is to open up your mind and accept that you are stupid, try to rectify if its amendable, learn from it no matter how bitter it is and finally, bygones and move on.

 but sadly, i think you learn better from your own mistakes compared to others. because, you tend to take things for granted and when you are put in 'that' position, it was when you realise, you are so screwed, big time!

and thats how you learn.
seems pretty stupid most of the time but surely, there must be some level of intelligence left somewhere within. just have to search for it.

 so the moral from this?

 dont be afraid to admit that you are stupid... coz trust me, its bitter sweet :)

does it kill you to be nice?

Seriously.... Does it kill you?

I dont get it. Why go through all that trouble to make other people's life miserable in the middle of the night, i mean come on.... Dont uou want to get some sleep too? Asking irrelevant questions in the middle of the night, as if you can operate on him tonight itself.

I just dont understand at all...

I guess sone people just enjoy screwing other people. Gives them some sort of enjoyment i suppose. Why live your life only be hated and cursed by others?

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losing my mojo..

The great thing about having my new baby i.e my note is that i can nlog all i want... Anytime... Anywhere.. Coz its android so they havr application for blogger that makes it easier to blog... Yayness!!!

So save to say... There's no reason not to...

But the thing is... I just realised that many times i find myself opening the application, looking at the keypad all set up to type something... Heck, to crap just about anything and i there i was.... Staring blankly at the screen not knowing what to crap. I had to think of what to say.... Like, is that possible???

Dammit!

Im losing 'it'

Im losing my......my........ Mojo!!!!!

Nooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!

And just who do i blame this on?

My job of coz! Ripping my soul to pieces... Shredding it to pieces like it doesnt matter at all... Turning me to the person that im not like i dont matter at all.

Sob..... Sob....

Im losing my mojo and sadly.... Myself....

But after everything that has been said.... I guess i havent really lost it all, havent i?

Haha.....

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harder to breathe

I mean it...
Literally speaking

I was up at 1am then again at 2am gasping for air!
And that people, is the price im paying for being ignorant and lazy.
So today, i decided to pay a visit to the pharmacy and put that i-need-to-run-to-the-ward-ASAP face and got one of the pharmacist to get me my meds. No need to queu! (perks of becoming a staff). Hehehe....

So now, im gonna make myself useful and im gonna HIT THE YYM!

Haha...
How bout that,fella?

Ok then, chioz!

first day at SCN

yesterday was my first day tagging at SCN. it was busy, in a different way i guess... but it all made me realise why i liked O&G. i love infants!

they're these cute little creatures who have just seen the light of day. so pure and so harmless. i dont know, its hard to describe. i remember when i was working in the labour room. the feeling of seeing a  baby being born in front of me. its almost..... surreal.

now that im in SCN, i get to work with them. but i dont really like it though. i find it very tedious. can u imagine having to prick them for blood? oh dear God, it takes agessss for it to drop one at a time into the bottle. its exasperating! and the worst part, it keeps getting clotted. i mean, obviously it"ll get clotted. having to wait for it to drop into the bottle like that! then you're gonna have to repeat again. what the.......

so yeah, my conclusion to all this?

i like infants, but i only like playing with them. i like to hold them, wrap them up but not poking them. thats a pain!

came back home at 11 last night (so much for hoping that we can leave early), had my late dinner and crashed.

today, i gotta study. sigh.... doing my CEX and CBD next week. hope things will be okay.
alright then. time is precious.
bubye!

updates, updates and mooooreeee updates!

hey bloggie :)

many things have taken place. many huge things in fact. i was just browsing through the old entries, made me realise how much ive missed those times. some things may look so insignificant but when you look through the pictures and what it represent to you at that time made you realised how much you've missed the old times.

well, so many things i dont even know where to start.

for a start, ive moved to a new place. where is it???

its a very nice place and fairly spacious as my old place. i must say that i like it here.and the best part its like 15 minutes away from work! cooooliooooo!!! i can leave home at 7am (my time) and reach work at 7am plus 10 to 15 minutes walk and to find parking so i'll be in the ward by 7.15 to7.20am. cool huh??

plus the place has many facilities (which i have yet to explore) man, keep telling myself that i'll do it one of these days but i kept forgetting and the next thing you know its already been a month and i havent explored anything at all. sigh....

other than that, now im in paediatrics. completed O&G, medical and now im in paeds. fretting over my assessment right now. seriously, i have no idea how im suppose to approach Tajul for my assessment. the thing is, i dont think the man hates me. i mean, you will surely know if someone hates your guts right? i think he just likes to pick on me. but the thing is, will he pass me? apart of me believes that he will never go to the extend as to fail me but deep down the small little teeny weeny peek-a-boo hole in my heart is wondering if he would?

urgh! i just hate being picked on! why cant he just leave me alone? 

i dont even know when i should ask him to do my assessment. i just dont have the courage.
sigh.....
sigh........
sigh..............

well baby, its almost maghrib and mommy has to pray. mommy has to get all the help that she can get before facing Tajul.


more updates comin'!

chioz!

Dear Bloggie,

I woke up this morning with runny nose and cold :( what a way to start my day.

I have only one thing to say...

Dear God, let it be a good day today.

Yours truly,
The sneezing and cranky Doctor.

nurulkassim xoxo ^.^

Oh my....

Tomorrow is my call. Sigh...

Then EOD on Friday. Sigh...

Just when I thought I can have the weekend off, apparently I may have to work on Sunday. SIGH.....

And just when you think its all over, my next call is on..... TUESDAY! SIGHS.....

This is baddd..... :(
nurulkassim xoxo ^.^

go mama!!

Currently my mama is in the OT at the Day Care Centre at PPUM for hysteroscopy and DD&C. Sigh... my poor mama... I hope everything goes well for her. I know its not a big procedure but its the findings that afraid of. hope its just the retained endometrial wall from her last menses.

But the good thing about today is that I'm on leave!! yayness!!!

If all goes well with mama today, it will be a great day for me :D

Then back to work again tomorrow and trying my best to avoid Iswaran for the rest of the day. hehehehe...

Oh did tell you what happened yesterday? oh brother, that guy sure has nothing better to do with his time. there was, pushing the car that was double parked in front of my car (with the help of my hero of the day, Alvin) then all of the sudden I noticed there was a merc stopped right next to me and window rolled down and lucky me, its Iswaran!

"I want to see all four of u tomorrow"

Oh brother.... why can't he find better things to do with his life other than finding ways to make our life miserable?? the last time we were suppose to have the meeting, he totally forgotten about it and there were waiting for him for an hour (as if we've got nothing better to do with our lives) then when we called him to remind him, he told us to come again at 5pm! erm..... halllooooo that is off working hours and some of us were postcall at that time!

So in the end, I didn't go coz Dr. Renu was having her rounds at 4.30pm (that woman another case, rounds at 4.30pm???) so was saved from his viva.

Somehow I have a weird feeling that he's gonna call me to meet him personally since I'm on leave today. and why the hell does he recognize my face???

What have done in the past to deserve him as my mentor? :'(

Ps: hope mama is okay in there :)

Hitting the books

Time flies... Really...

I can still remember the first day I started work in HKL. How clueless I was at that time.

Then I started learning new things, understanding how things work, the procedures and everything..

The next thing I know, I was in the scanning room helping Dr. Nathan with pre-op assessment and he asked me, "When is your assessment?"

Dammit! Its already been 2months???

And I don't know crap!!

I should start hitting the books. No more delay Nurul!!! Go, go, go!!!

Ps: when I think about my number of calls this month, I swear to God I can feel tears streaming down my face :'(
nurulkassim xoxo ^.^

Need to talk!

I am a person who needs to talk to someone most of the time. Or if I have to be alone, I need to be in my own space, by myself coz there's a big chance that I'll be talking to myself. That is how talkative I really am.

I need to verbalise my thoughts most of the time or else I'd go crazy! That's where my mama and my dearies comes in handy. My condolences to them for having to listen to my craps and rantings most of the time. You see the big sacrifices they do for me? That's why I HEART them!

Now I'm at EPAU by myself and wondering, do I prefer the almost non-existing workload or the non-companionship?? Obviously I can't be talking to myself now with all the staff nurses and the medical officers going in and out. Next thing I know, they'll be staring at me and asking, "Are you nuts?"

That would be great for my image as the arrogant and a crazy doctor to top it all up.
Hahahaha....
nurulkassim xoxo ^.^

Easy breezy sunday

Guess what I'm watching right now?

Puteri Impian :D
Yup, tv3 is showing Puteri Impian today. Hehehe... I can still remember when it was shown in cinema back then, I think I was like erm..... 12 years old?? Hahaha...

My friend and I went to GSC Sunway Pyramid to watch the movie. Btw, that was like our fav lepaking spot at that time. Hehehe....

Seriously, its like walking down the memory lane... Life was as easy breezy as today's sunday....

*sighing away*

Ps: I miss my people. Hope they can make it tonight.

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Testing testing

This was taken during Adam Lambert's Glamnation tour at Bukit Jalil Indoor Stadium. Just want to see if I can attach photo in a post. Hope this works!
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Tumblr

Check out my new blog at www.poisedgal26.tumblr.com :D Its great!! I can blog from my blackberry. I can upload from usual text posts to pictures, audios, videos to quotes all via the tumblr apps on my phone!

I wish blogger can do this too... Its hard to blog via email :( I love this blog so much! Part of my life is kept in here so there's no way I'm deleting my bloggie :D

I love u baby bloggie... Will always do... Xoxo ;D
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Fenin... Fenin!

U know what time I got up this morning? 7am. Well actually 630am coz I was tossing and turning on my bed (which is not covered thanks to the vanilla coke that spilled on my bed and my bantal busuk last night.*sob!)

So many things on my mind. My furnitures to sell, my bus ticket that's going to be burned and my mum wanting to stay for a week in kangar. Haih!!

This is me. I like to worry my heart out.

The best part, Mont is least worried! Boleh??! Haih... Lg la I pening :(

And now I'm sleepy. Great!
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Opthal oh opthal... Lagi

Kaka punye keja...
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