HATE THE PLAYER??

sometimes i just dont understand how human brain functions (In certain people). i wonder if they actually know the answer but keeps on asking why or they just choose not to know what seems to be an obvious answer. or is it only obvious to me but not to others? i just dont know...

i mean com'on, use ur logic.

here's the situation. u have a guy who obviously likes u. he's been showering u with gifts, gives u money (monthly it seems), takes u out on holidays, bla, bla, bla.... and u on the other hand knows from the start that u dont like him, do not have any feelings what-so-ever for him, yet u choose to be 'scandalous' (which means: involving stories about dishonest or immoral things that someone has done.....if only she knew what it really meant) which i'd rather call it a fling. so, ure not serious with him from the start, eventhough uve told him that u dont plan to OFFICIALLY go out with him (in other words, declaring to the whole world that ure involve with someone) its crystal clear that he doesnt get it, and he obviously wants more from u. and u know this! u knew it all along... even so, u keep in contact with him, answering his phone calls and messages even when u claim that ure sick of him, taking his gifts and money even when u say u didnt ask for it.

so lemme ask u this...

can we blame the guy for calling her continuously? even if she said it to his face that she doesnt like him, but yet she picks up his calls (even if she was pretending to be someone else) can u really blame the guy?

my logic is so simple. u dont like him, then stop answering his calls no matter how many hundred times hes calling u and stop taking his money. how hard can that be? theres no use complaining to other people, saying that ure being harrased by this man, when in reality i think shes the one whos looking for the trouble to begin with.

if u want to play the game, then i say play it well...so in the end of the day, u can proudly tell ur man "dont hate the player, hate the game," but if this is how the game is played, then how can u not hate the player?

WOMANIZER

so britneys back with her latest single, WOMANIZER. CLICK HERE, TO CATCH THE VIDEO. i must admit, i am a fan. like her music. though i think she makes more sounds in most of her songs rather than singing it...hehe...

but i have a question though "must she get naked in most of her videos???" and tikah answered, "of coz she must, coz shes britney!" haha...and why didnt i think of that??

FIREFOX!!

FIREFOX, OH FIREFOX!!!!!!

im mentally exhausted trying to figure out why my add-ons are not working!

spent the last hours browsing through the forum to see if i could find something, heck, anything to help me out. i mean, its totally weird right? i have it installed, even updated my browser to the lastest version, the add-ons pass the compatibility test but when i enable it, its not working! nothing happens!!!

strees!!!!!

then theres the add-on window. u notice the options button at the lower left? now, when i click on it, all of the sudden its making this weird sound (like an error or sumthing) then when i wanted to close the window, it wont close! in the end, i have to reboot my lappie to get rid of it....damn!

now that im using the latest browser, FIREFOX 3 (to quote; for a better and safer browsing...bla, bla, bla...) its starting to crash more frequently than it used to. man, overly protective like kaspersky! last night, i wanted to watch SEPI on you tube. ive watched the first 2 parts before, had the 3rd part uploaded at that time but i wanted to go to sleep so i exit and shut my lappie. and yes, it was working fine and dandy, AT THAT TIME. until last night......i was waiting for the 3rd part to be loaded when all of the sudden it crashed! then i restarted firefox and tried loading part 1 and again, it crashed! so annoyed!

and i think i am the only soul in my small little world whos facing this problem...everyone else's seems to be working perfectly fine!! just my luck!!

*scratching my head

i was watching the news awhile ago, while waiting for my dinner to be served when i found out that out of the 73 Umno Youth divisions which have concluded their meetings so far, the movement's executive council member, Datuk Mukhriz Mahathir, has qualified to contest the post after he obtained 40 nominations.

KJ being the current Umno Youth deputy head has secured 20 nominations while the other two possible contenders, Datuk Seri Dr Mohamed Khir Toyo and Datuk Zahidi Zainul Abidin, have 12 and one respectively.To contest the post, one must receive at least 39 nominations. There are a total of 191 Umno Youth divisions all over the country so i guess we just have to wait and see...

this reminds me of the incident after march 8th, when everyone was so angry with mukhriz after he seconded his father opinion that paklah should take responsibility for BN's poor performance by stepping down as soon as possible. then there were the drama........

now, the dramatic irony is that, the man who was loathed 6 months back is the first man to obtain enough nominations to contest for the head post...even the current deputy head (who is supposedly well-liked by many) is still half way behind.

maybe its true that people cant change overnight but given a few months, dont get freak out to see that uve got the nation behind ur back! so, yes. life is full of little ironies...

thats politics for u. nasty little world but very interesting nonetheless...

btw, if ure wondering, im NOT PAID to write this ;)

BOOMERANGED

Regret Today
By Catherine Pulsifer, © 2007

How many times do we say something that we immediately realized was not the right thing to say?
How many times do we look back on an event and think, if only I had....
How many times do we do something that we wish hadn't done?

You can't change what has been said.
You can't change a past event.
You can't change what has been done.

Do you call it regret, sorrow, repentance?
Do you think about what might have been?
Do you relive an event the way it should have been?

Forget about regret, and focus.
Focus on today, not on the past.
Focus on what you can do, not what you didn't do.

The only thing to regret is living in the past
The only thing to feel sorrow for is not living each day to the fullest.
The only thing to do to repent is to sincerely say, I'm sorry.

Don't live your life regretting yesterday.
Live your life so tomorrow you won't regret today.

to conclude, eventhough i felt like an idiot for a few hours, at least now im sure of what i really feel and how i should handle it. in the end i just have to accept the fact that, "some things can never be changed no matter how hard u try," well, at least i tried...

the things uve lost...

i must admit that there are only a few people on this earth whom i really consider my FRIENDS. when i say FRIENDS, i mean real friends, not just the people around me or people whom i know for sure they exist(ed) in this world simply coz i know them by name. so, after sometime u look around and finally came to a realization that uve lost one of the few people u cherished most, at that moment u cant help but feeling....sorry....even worst, regret.


im sorry things turn out to be the way it is right now...

im sorry for all the tongue lashing, the arguements, the recriminations and the accusations...

im sorry that for awhile ive forgotten the friend u once were to me...

im sorry for not being a real friend that i should have...

i regret the day i decided to do what i fear most...

i regret that it takes the best of our friendship...

i regret that i let it go this far...

i regret i let it slip through my fingers...


and now i wonder,





is it too late to turn a new leaf?

EID MUBARAK PPL :)