first day at SCN

yesterday was my first day tagging at SCN. it was busy, in a different way i guess... but it all made me realise why i liked O&G. i love infants!

they're these cute little creatures who have just seen the light of day. so pure and so harmless. i dont know, its hard to describe. i remember when i was working in the labour room. the feeling of seeing a  baby being born in front of me. its almost..... surreal.

now that im in SCN, i get to work with them. but i dont really like it though. i find it very tedious. can u imagine having to prick them for blood? oh dear God, it takes agessss for it to drop one at a time into the bottle. its exasperating! and the worst part, it keeps getting clotted. i mean, obviously it"ll get clotted. having to wait for it to drop into the bottle like that! then you're gonna have to repeat again. what the.......

so yeah, my conclusion to all this?

i like infants, but i only like playing with them. i like to hold them, wrap them up but not poking them. thats a pain!

came back home at 11 last night (so much for hoping that we can leave early), had my late dinner and crashed.

today, i gotta study. sigh.... doing my CEX and CBD next week. hope things will be okay.
alright then. time is precious.
bubye!

updates, updates and mooooreeee updates!

hey bloggie :)

many things have taken place. many huge things in fact. i was just browsing through the old entries, made me realise how much ive missed those times. some things may look so insignificant but when you look through the pictures and what it represent to you at that time made you realised how much you've missed the old times.

well, so many things i dont even know where to start.

for a start, ive moved to a new place. where is it???

its a very nice place and fairly spacious as my old place. i must say that i like it here.and the best part its like 15 minutes away from work! cooooliooooo!!! i can leave home at 7am (my time) and reach work at 7am plus 10 to 15 minutes walk and to find parking so i'll be in the ward by 7.15 to7.20am. cool huh??

plus the place has many facilities (which i have yet to explore) man, keep telling myself that i'll do it one of these days but i kept forgetting and the next thing you know its already been a month and i havent explored anything at all. sigh....

other than that, now im in paediatrics. completed O&G, medical and now im in paeds. fretting over my assessment right now. seriously, i have no idea how im suppose to approach Tajul for my assessment. the thing is, i dont think the man hates me. i mean, you will surely know if someone hates your guts right? i think he just likes to pick on me. but the thing is, will he pass me? apart of me believes that he will never go to the extend as to fail me but deep down the small little teeny weeny peek-a-boo hole in my heart is wondering if he would?

urgh! i just hate being picked on! why cant he just leave me alone? 

i dont even know when i should ask him to do my assessment. i just dont have the courage.
sigh.....
sigh........
sigh..............

well baby, its almost maghrib and mommy has to pray. mommy has to get all the help that she can get before facing Tajul.


more updates comin'!

chioz!

Dear Bloggie,

I woke up this morning with runny nose and cold :( what a way to start my day.

I have only one thing to say...

Dear God, let it be a good day today.

Yours truly,
The sneezing and cranky Doctor.

nurulkassim xoxo ^.^

Oh my....

Tomorrow is my call. Sigh...

Then EOD on Friday. Sigh...

Just when I thought I can have the weekend off, apparently I may have to work on Sunday. SIGH.....

And just when you think its all over, my next call is on..... TUESDAY! SIGHS.....

This is baddd..... :(
nurulkassim xoxo ^.^

go mama!!

Currently my mama is in the OT at the Day Care Centre at PPUM for hysteroscopy and DD&C. Sigh... my poor mama... I hope everything goes well for her. I know its not a big procedure but its the findings that afraid of. hope its just the retained endometrial wall from her last menses.

But the good thing about today is that I'm on leave!! yayness!!!

If all goes well with mama today, it will be a great day for me :D

Then back to work again tomorrow and trying my best to avoid Iswaran for the rest of the day. hehehehe...

Oh did tell you what happened yesterday? oh brother, that guy sure has nothing better to do with his time. there was, pushing the car that was double parked in front of my car (with the help of my hero of the day, Alvin) then all of the sudden I noticed there was a merc stopped right next to me and window rolled down and lucky me, its Iswaran!

"I want to see all four of u tomorrow"

Oh brother.... why can't he find better things to do with his life other than finding ways to make our life miserable?? the last time we were suppose to have the meeting, he totally forgotten about it and there were waiting for him for an hour (as if we've got nothing better to do with our lives) then when we called him to remind him, he told us to come again at 5pm! erm..... halllooooo that is off working hours and some of us were postcall at that time!

So in the end, I didn't go coz Dr. Renu was having her rounds at 4.30pm (that woman another case, rounds at 4.30pm???) so was saved from his viva.

Somehow I have a weird feeling that he's gonna call me to meet him personally since I'm on leave today. and why the hell does he recognize my face???

What have done in the past to deserve him as my mentor? :'(

Ps: hope mama is okay in there :)

Hitting the books

Time flies... Really...

I can still remember the first day I started work in HKL. How clueless I was at that time.

Then I started learning new things, understanding how things work, the procedures and everything..

The next thing I know, I was in the scanning room helping Dr. Nathan with pre-op assessment and he asked me, "When is your assessment?"

Dammit! Its already been 2months???

And I don't know crap!!

I should start hitting the books. No more delay Nurul!!! Go, go, go!!!

Ps: when I think about my number of calls this month, I swear to God I can feel tears streaming down my face :'(
nurulkassim xoxo ^.^

Need to talk!

I am a person who needs to talk to someone most of the time. Or if I have to be alone, I need to be in my own space, by myself coz there's a big chance that I'll be talking to myself. That is how talkative I really am.

I need to verbalise my thoughts most of the time or else I'd go crazy! That's where my mama and my dearies comes in handy. My condolences to them for having to listen to my craps and rantings most of the time. You see the big sacrifices they do for me? That's why I HEART them!

Now I'm at EPAU by myself and wondering, do I prefer the almost non-existing workload or the non-companionship?? Obviously I can't be talking to myself now with all the staff nurses and the medical officers going in and out. Next thing I know, they'll be staring at me and asking, "Are you nuts?"

That would be great for my image as the arrogant and a crazy doctor to top it all up.
Hahahaha....
nurulkassim xoxo ^.^

Easy breezy sunday

Guess what I'm watching right now?

Puteri Impian :D
Yup, tv3 is showing Puteri Impian today. Hehehe... I can still remember when it was shown in cinema back then, I think I was like erm..... 12 years old?? Hahaha...

My friend and I went to GSC Sunway Pyramid to watch the movie. Btw, that was like our fav lepaking spot at that time. Hehehe....

Seriously, its like walking down the memory lane... Life was as easy breezy as today's sunday....

*sighing away*

Ps: I miss my people. Hope they can make it tonight.

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