Friday 19 November 2010

Testing testing

This was taken during Adam Lambert's Glamnation tour at Bukit Jalil Indoor Stadium. Just want to see if I can attach photo in a post. Hope this works!
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Monday 8 November 2010

Tumblr

Check out my new blog at www.poisedgal26.tumblr.com :D Its great!! I can blog from my blackberry. I can upload from usual text posts to pictures, audios, videos to quotes all via the tumblr apps on my phone!

I wish blogger can do this too... Its hard to blog via email :( I love this blog so much! Part of my life is kept in here so there's no way I'm deleting my bloggie :D

I love u baby bloggie... Will always do... Xoxo ;D
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Thursday 26 August 2010

Fenin... Fenin!

U know what time I got up this morning? 7am. Well actually 630am coz I was tossing and turning on my bed (which is not covered thanks to the vanilla coke that spilled on my bed and my bantal busuk last night.*sob!)

So many things on my mind. My furnitures to sell, my bus ticket that's going to be burned and my mum wanting to stay for a week in kangar. Haih!!

This is me. I like to worry my heart out.

The best part, Mont is least worried! Boleh??! Haih... Lg la I pening :(

And now I'm sleepy. Great!
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Tuesday 24 August 2010

Opthal oh opthal... Lagi

Kaka punye keja...
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Opthal oh opthal

I'm in opthal nw. Currently rotting in class. Boringnye... Yes, so bored that I can have the time to write an entry to dearie baby bloggie.

You know what I think?

I think its time to get away. Away from the surrounding, the environment but most importantly the people. Believe me when I say this, even if you're stuck in a jungle or stranded in an island, sure ure stressed up and everything (I mean who doesn't?) unless ure Tarzan or Robinson Crusoe heck, even Crusoe left the island. So back to the topic, even if you're stuck anywhere in the world but if you have a great bunch of people surrounding you or even just one good company with you, you will feel at ease and for all you know, you might be having the time of your life! But if you're surrounded by boring people and you've got nothing in common with them, then rest assured that you will die of boredom and the next thing you know you'll running away, running for your life.

Then again, if you spend too much time with the same people, over the time you'll get too comfy with one another, then the mask will slip away, revealing the dark side of them you never imagine they had, then there's the expectation from one side (where they expect the other side to accept them as who they are) and the tolerance from the other side (they're taking it all in coz they feel like they only have each other to count on). So that's how it is for some time...

Until the ones with tolerance snaps and realise that he has no more to spare.

Then, there comes the war...

And the fun ceases...

And you feel like running away...

-The End-

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Saturday 26 June 2010

Will I ever be able to say...

Often life surprises you in many ways. You develope a habit, thinking that perhaps things will never change. Maybe this is it!

Then, the truth unveils... Leaving you stunned, speechless, wounded and utterly helpless. You search for comfort knowing that you've got no one but yourself. Looking around... Looking for familiar faces who'll probably understand yet knowing you could trust no one. At the end of the day, you only have yourself to count on.

As the day passes by, there you are, sitting all alone in the corner of your room, standing in the middle of the crowd, lost in your own thought, consoling yourself that everything will be alright, believing for just a moment that things will be alright before your mind tells you not to believe what you want to believe.

In the midst of all the misery, you finally saw a familiar hand. One you've forgotten. One you've left behind...

You recognized the hand of God.

Not knowing where to start, not knowing what to say, abased by yourself, knowing that you're unworthy for His hand, realizing that you are filthy and loathsome, you bow down for forgiveness, hating yourself every second of your life for asking too much and offering nothing in return. A despicable slave that you are!

And yet, He held His hand to you. He unleashed you from your misery. He showered you with love, overwhelmed your heart with joy and happiness but still offering nothing in return, on your part.


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Friday 18 June 2010

Look what I found!!

"Work like you don't need the money, love like your heart has never been broken, and dance like no one is watching" - Aurora Greenway



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Wednesday 19 May 2010

Temperature update

31.8 degrees @ 12 noon! Hehehe
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Tuesday 18 May 2010

Etiqa express

Why etiqa wasn't my choice for quite some time was because,

The bus is never on time and the seat is not working coz they're using the old bus from duta to kangar (despite how spacious it is compared to sani).


on addition to that, the bus arrives late to its destination coz they're taking their own sweet time! like today, i arrived at 8.15am and my class starts at 9am!! urgh!!

So nurul, please take note. Thank you.


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Monday 17 May 2010

What am I suppose to say?

When people tell me that their parents have 6 cars parked at home, or their parents bought 8 houses straight or they have insurance worth 1mil USD and things like that, I seriously don't know how to respond. Its because, I can't imagine why you would want to tell these things to other people. What makes you think that people want to know anyway?

Okla, maybe some kaypohcees out there would want to know but you should know who you're talking to right? You don't tell these things to people u hardly know, what more to people you just met for the first time. Even if u know them, its not something you tell people unless you're in a situation where you are required to declare your properties or you come across a topic that is related; which is enough by just mentioning without further elaboration.

So when people say these things to me, my standard answers are, "oooh!", "great!", "good for you" and my last resort is "hehehehe" though I don't have any idea how that would apply to the conversation :(
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sutun...

"Rasalah nasi goreng sutun nie. mak sutun yang buat.." 

hehehehe..... ;)

Saturday 15 May 2010

here in my home...

here in my home... i'll tell you what its all about :D

its all about the cat fight going on between these two. hehehe... reminds me when i used to fight like crazy with fatin. farnee.... well it wasnt funny back then i tell you. i was so depressed and angry, i cant even see her bed! haha... but that was then...

tapi nie dah sampai threaten and tumbuk and everything, how la?? chronic dah nie...

my mama was like, "nie dah takde chance nak baik lg dah nie," to quote an ex-good friend 'gaduh secara tidak professional'. 

the idea is so simple, if you dont like someone, whatever they do, even the littlest things will piss you off. si S nie pun, nak gaduh depan-depan la cakap, nie cakap belakang. camana E tak bengkerk sampai nak tumbuk muka S. hehehehe...

yang si H tu pun, bukannya nak tolong jadi pendamai, tolong tgk ada la... siap cakap let them fight, kalau ada yang dah takleh bangun dia nak pegi kt org tu and count to 3 (ala-ala wrestling camtu) then take his belt bagi kat winner. boleh?? giler sume orang dalam rumah nie... 

E nie pun sampai call mak kat kampung sume.. haih... susahla camtu. tu belum bagitau sume orang kat office dia gaduh ngan S. fenin!!! 

my mama dah speechless. 
hehehehehe...

joke of the day...

An Amish boy and his father were visiting a nearby mall. They were amazed by almost everything they saw, but especially by two shiny silver walls that moved apart and back together again by themselves.
The lad asked, "What is this, father?"

The father, having never seen an elevator, responded, "I have no idea what it is."

While the boy and his father were watching wide-eyed, an old lady in a wheelchair rolled up to the moving walls and pressed a button. The walls opened and the lady rolled between them into a small room. The walls closed and the boy and his father watched as small circles lit up above the walls.

The walls opened up again and a beautiful twenty-four-year-old woman stepped out.

The father looked at his son anxiously and said, "Go get your mother."

Friday 14 May 2010

Alamak!

My bus stopped at bukit gantang for a short break. I, who was dying to go to the toilet was sooo happy that the bus finally stopped. The moment the door opened I quickly got down the bus and headed straight to the toilet.

The things is, I'd rather use the sitting toilet rather than the squatting one regardless of unhygienic they claimed to be (lord help me but I don't want to think how those shoe marks landed on the toilet) I'd rather take a bunch of tissue papers, arrange them nicely and sit on it. I knew the only cubicle with the sitting toilet in bukit gantang is the LAST cubicle.

So, obviously I hurried to the last cubicle. I noticed that it wasn't locked so I pushed the door. To my horror and surprise, I saw a pair of legs and an underwear!!!

Damn!! I closed the door immediately, apologised and went into another cubicle real fast hoping that I WON'T bump into that woman!

Just my luck... :s
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uh-oh...

i woke up this morning when surender called just to tell me that class today is cancelled. can you believe this? if i knew its gonna be cancelled i would have taken yesterday's bus back to KL. WTH! urgh! one day wasted... 

ps: now have to go and meet yu tat at 11 to take my pen drive. that one's another case... he's been keeping it for a month! haih..... 

new look :)

Ta-da!!


pimped my bloggie didnt i?? hehehe... i thought its been awhile since ive changed the templates, to tell you the truth, i really love the notebook template but its been too long and i think its time for a new look. so i chose something less fancy... very simple yet cute :)


then after that, there was all the technicalities of choosing the right gadget to put on my page. i thought since ive already had most of my albums uploaded to Picasa, i might as well just put the gadget on my blog. after all the hard work trying to make all my albums public, all i can see on my page was this,



can you see how TINY that was???? what kind of photostream is that? i tried changing the size and yet its still the same tiny weeny clips! urgh!

so i deleted it off and waived all the fancy ideas of putting my album on my page. then there was the Meet Joe Black quote,"Love is passion, obsession, someone you can't live without. If you don't start with that, what are you going to end up with? Fall head over heels. I say find someone you can love like crazy and who'll love you the same way back. And how do you find him? Forget your head and listen to your heart. I'm not hearing any heart. Run the risk, if you get hurt, you'll come back. Because, the truth is there is no sense living your life without this. To make the journey and not fall deeply in love - well, you haven't lived a life at all. You have to try. Because if you haven't tried, you haven't lived," Meet Joe Black, 1998. oh, i soooo love that quote... my all time favourite. as much as i love it, i think its time to find a new inspirational quote. not that ive found a new one just yet. takes time... numwutamsayin??? *wink!

all these time i havent been blogging i think ive missed out so much of my life. its like things come and go and ive forgotten half of it. there were times when i was trying to recall something so hard that i regretted all the moments that i did not cherished here. so many things have happened. there were good moments, wonderful moments and awful periods of time and too bad i didnt save it all here. i hope i wont be missing out on anything again... though i know that im sooo incapable of keeping my promises, at least if i try to capture as much as i can while im on it, thats got to count for something right? ;)

Tuesday 27 April 2010

PUBLIC HELL

    Im bored! All these theories on sebab-akibat crap is killing me. It’s a miracle how a person can crap for  hours about epidemiology as if it’s the upmost interesting crap to talk about!  UH-OH…. HERE COMES MODEL RODA. Borriiiing!
    The thing is… they are all the same species. I think during the years they took to earn their masters, one of the things they were taught about was on how to talk for hours and hours non-stop, and the worshipping of all the theories. There are just tooooo many theories!  And the sentences they use to express themselves…  for example, last week 's lecturer told us, " makan itu adalah satu suasana yang menyenangkan dan bukanlah satu penyiksaan," (ayat takleh blah!)
    Cant they use laymans' language to explain things?? And that’s not even a medical term to begin with!! AMAZING.
    Its 12.30 now, and this woman is making us search for infants mortality rate, then suruh connect to LCD pulak, so that everyone can see. Haih! Ada jer kerja dia ni tau! Purni cakap tikah pakar cucuk-mencucuk!! Hehehehehe!!!!!  
    On a totally different note, ACMS has an office at KL Sentral! Oh my! Nak recruit org lalu lalang ker??? Hehehehehe…… (rupanya kata fatin dah lama ada. Hehe… my bad, my bad :) )
    Haih… I tried connecting to the wi-fi here in hostel tapi dari tadi…
    Screen clipping taken: 4/20/2010, 12:20 PM
    Then it got disconnected :((
    Here's something to think about…
    >>> Its so easy to talk… but can you walk the talk?? For those who finds this too challenging for their pea-size brain, (which include those yang pura2 faham, tapi tak faham pun…)  it means… JANGAN CAKAP JER , BUATLAH… :))
    Tapi bila surah buat baru nak senyap… camana tu?? Kalau tak dia la yang paling heboh! Grrr…..!!!

excuses.. excuses... excuses!

We all give excuses... and we all detest those who give excuses.

I myself admit that i do give excuses. especially when im in denial and for some unexplainable reason i find myself having to justify myself to others; which is another sign of me being in denial. but when i finally got out of that denial mode, i always hated myself for doing that. simply because, you treat unto others how you want to be treated. if u dont like it, then dont do it to other people. which is why, in the end i usually come back crawling to that person for forgiveness... typical me.

so here's the thing. it takes two blardy idiots to tango. the person who initiates the flirtation is obviously gatal, and you who accomodates him are equally gatal. so, why blame it on him?? and true enough, you are gatal. furthermore, if my memory serves me right, you urself said that you are gatal. so why getting all worked up and giving stupid excuses as if we're all idiots???

if u cant keep ur itchy hands to urself, then dont blame other people when they trash talk you behind urback when you obviously gave them lots of things to talk about!

im telling you, some idiots really get on ur nerves!

Friday 16 April 2010

Tempt update

@ 252pm; 39.7•C (WTH!!)
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My poor Berry

I dropped my Berry this morning, on the floor while making up my bed! My poor stormy :(( nak nangis! :'(

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My addiction to facebook

Can u believe it?? I can't believe it myself :(

Its funny that nowadays I find myself clicking straight on the facebook link on my chrome (which is the very FIRST link that appears just to show how frequent I visited facebook… make that a quadriple sighs plzzz!) the very moment my pc is connected to the internet. Haih… bad shape :( once I tried (I must add) SO HARD not to click on that irresistable facebook icon and I find myself not knowing what to do online!! Damnation!

I can't believe that I've turned myself into an fb addict… so plain, so ordinary! Oh, the pain!!! Sob, sob! :'(

I need to do something... I need to go bck to my roots n I damn well know that I should start here, my ever loving n willingly-waiting-no-matter-how-long bloggie :D mummy needs u more than ever ;)) hiks!


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Sunday 21 March 2010

Littlest things 1

I hugged him.

"eh hun, tak sampai,"

"dahla b. Jumpa lagi!"

Lol~~ hehehe :)

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remind me next time....

since the internet connection in this shitty land-of-nowhere is total crap, remind me next time to copy my post the next time im posting anything! grrrr!!!!!! stupid!! after all that, only the first 3 sentences were saved???

urgh!! menyampah!!!! wait till my contract is over, im soooo getting maxis broadband! benci la celcom broadband nie!! :S

Wednesday 27 January 2010

Faith

I've retwittered this but I thought its so interesting that its worth mentioning here..

"Attack against one faith is an attack against all faiths,"

Agree?

I wonder if those idiots who threw bombs at the churches (I can't recall exactly what they threw) actually understands what this means.

Even if they do, these morons are obviously a bunch of dumbasses who believe their way is THE ONLY right way and everyone must except it. As if we don't have minds of our own.


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