first day at SCN

yesterday was my first day tagging at SCN. it was busy, in a different way i guess... but it all made me realise why i liked O&G. i love infants!

they're these cute little creatures who have just seen the light of day. so pure and so harmless. i dont know, its hard to describe. i remember when i was working in the labour room. the feeling of seeing a  baby being born in front of me. its almost..... surreal.

now that im in SCN, i get to work with them. but i dont really like it though. i find it very tedious. can u imagine having to prick them for blood? oh dear God, it takes agessss for it to drop one at a time into the bottle. its exasperating! and the worst part, it keeps getting clotted. i mean, obviously it"ll get clotted. having to wait for it to drop into the bottle like that! then you're gonna have to repeat again. what the.......

so yeah, my conclusion to all this?

i like infants, but i only like playing with them. i like to hold them, wrap them up but not poking them. thats a pain!

came back home at 11 last night (so much for hoping that we can leave early), had my late dinner and crashed.

today, i gotta study. sigh.... doing my CEX and CBD next week. hope things will be okay.
alright then. time is precious.
bubye!

updates, updates and mooooreeee updates!

hey bloggie :)

many things have taken place. many huge things in fact. i was just browsing through the old entries, made me realise how much ive missed those times. some things may look so insignificant but when you look through the pictures and what it represent to you at that time made you realised how much you've missed the old times.

well, so many things i dont even know where to start.

for a start, ive moved to a new place. where is it???

its a very nice place and fairly spacious as my old place. i must say that i like it here.and the best part its like 15 minutes away from work! cooooliooooo!!! i can leave home at 7am (my time) and reach work at 7am plus 10 to 15 minutes walk and to find parking so i'll be in the ward by 7.15 to7.20am. cool huh??

plus the place has many facilities (which i have yet to explore) man, keep telling myself that i'll do it one of these days but i kept forgetting and the next thing you know its already been a month and i havent explored anything at all. sigh....

other than that, now im in paediatrics. completed O&G, medical and now im in paeds. fretting over my assessment right now. seriously, i have no idea how im suppose to approach Tajul for my assessment. the thing is, i dont think the man hates me. i mean, you will surely know if someone hates your guts right? i think he just likes to pick on me. but the thing is, will he pass me? apart of me believes that he will never go to the extend as to fail me but deep down the small little teeny weeny peek-a-boo hole in my heart is wondering if he would?

urgh! i just hate being picked on! why cant he just leave me alone? 

i dont even know when i should ask him to do my assessment. i just dont have the courage.
sigh.....
sigh........
sigh..............

well baby, its almost maghrib and mommy has to pray. mommy has to get all the help that she can get before facing Tajul.


more updates comin'!

chioz!