tingling all over

First and foremost, yes I know! I have been ignoring my blog for quite sometime. Almost a week actually and please cut the drama. Im entitle to be malas or the latest quote I got from someone, ‘a vege’ once in awhile!

So first things first….i got my Celcom USB port 2 weeks ago and yes, I can now be connected at any time to the world from the land of kelapa sawit! Yay!! But at this moment im in KL coz HOLLYDAY has started….for almost 2 weeks already….but anyways, YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Okay, cut the YAY!!!!!!!!!!! And lets get down to business. My results are finally out. (u know when that say that happiness don’t last forever) yeah, nothing else can compare to this…

Everytime I have to get my results via online or take it personally, I always get that tingling feeling, not tingle due to excitement okay? Its more like tingle with fear and anxiousness, then here comes the latter part where I can feel butterflies flying inside my stomach. God, I hate that!!

Then I’ll start reciting all the prayers that I can remember, but obviously, considering my current circumstances at that moment, yeah u can just imagine how many prayers that im able to recite :(

Same goes for the recent results…

I was on the cable car at Genting Highlands when I got an sms from meenu telling me that the result were out…haih…that clown! Always pick the bestest time to convey her message…but luckily I was too scared, praying for my life as the cable car goes out of the building (damn…it was so high up!) so I completely forgotten about her message. Hehe….sorry woman!

Then after all the fun at Genting (don’t worry, I'll posting on that real soon) I got back home, I think that was last Wednesday, got into my room and connect the internet immediately for latest updates…

By then ive already felt a tingle…

Asked aimi if she got any news, she said none that’s confirmed yet…so I was pretty much, relief….

Then Ivan and aash messaged me, and yes, the topic was about the results. Man, man, man….i hate this period of time when all people talk about is results. I hate it coz that’s when u get to hear all the rumors though I just don’t understand where the hell they come out with all this shit trying to scare people off!! When people come and tell me all this B*^&S#@T normally I just keep quiet but when I get people coming to me all scared after hearing those rumors that’s when I normally get ticked off. Gosh, why cant they just think for a minute? I mean, getting all worked up over things that they can do nothing about?? Please la….here I am worrying about my part, u can come and tell me those rumors but please spare me the fret (and this has nothing to do with my conversation with aash and ivan...im talking generally here)

Okay, back to the story… so after the chat and all I logged off and unpack. In the evening I thought I should doze off for awhile and just as I was about to do that, I got a message by who else but none other than jajakin! Obviously I knew what shes gonna ask. Naturally I said no, I don’t know. Then I closed my eyes for about 5 minutes when another message came in, “u know wut? Arif got A for pharmaco and arena got B+!” alamak…..must she do this??!! And my reply for that was, “really? Well, good for them,”

And I thought, Ahh…..that should do it. So I launched my third attempt to grab some beauty sleep……………….when the third message came in! “I should let u know that most of the results are out so u can check it out,” oh man! Is it too much to ask for a beauty sleep these days??!! So, I ignored that and closed my eyes real tight, hoping to get some sleep.

I can feel myself dozing off, entering a world of fantasy…or rather a very weird fantasy. A girl whom im not even close to asked me if I want to stay with her. I thought hey, that’s like sooooo weird….then I walked into another room where all of the sudden im in the A&E Dept and Ivan was one of the casualty…he’s got a key chain (not the fancy part but the ring that holds the key together) stuck on his chest all the way down his abdominal! That was ULTIMATELY weird!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Then I was thinking to myself, my God! This is so weird!!! suddenly I heard a very slow melody, almost a lullaby. I stopped and listen carefully…..hey that sounds so familiar. What is it? what is it? I strained my ear……and it hit me, that was 6^th sense singing a fav of mine... then it gets louder and suddenly I felt a vibration. Is it an earthquake?? I closed my eyes tightly and hugged myself. When I can no longer feel the vibration, I dared open my eyes……and that’s when I realized that its not an earthquake but its my handphone! Got one message. Open it and oh dear, its that woman again! “congrats for ur A!” don’t remember the rest but in the end, “I hope we pass everything la right?” sorry, it’s a pretty ln message as I recall so I only remember buts and pieces of it.

And now you think I can sleep? Obviously not!

Coz I can feel the tingle already!

I got up and asked her where do I get my result, and she told me to check the mail…oh man! I swear I can feel the butterflies in my stomach! Open my gmail, nothing..open my yahoo mail, nothing…open my hotmail, nothing! And still the tingles and butterflies!!!

So in the end, jaja ended up checking all my results for me and as this far, ive passed everything. Now im still waiting for the remaining 3 papers; peads 3 & 4, and anes…gosh! I just want this done and over with! Im at the stage where I don’t care what I get, I just want to pass everything!!!sigh, sigh, sigh!!!! This totally sucks I tell u!

recent update at 5.48pm:

seperti yang ku jangka terjadi...got a message from jaja, saying that i have to re-sit my peads 3...sigh, sigh, sigh! had to confirm with Gil, then called Dr Bad to ask him whens the remedial. ACMS ni pun is a bit la the weird...they didnt even bother telling the students when the remedial will be held coz u know why?? they just had the discussion about it today! so all of us were pretty much left in the dark. i called and luckily i got through, he said that it'll be held on the 19th to the 21st but half an hour ago, he messaged aireena saying that it'll be held on the 16th to the 18th. Gil just arrived at Penang today coz Dr Dayat told her that it'll be held either on the 12th till the 14th or 16th to the 18th...u see the confusion here?? as for me, i dont think it'll be held tomorrow seeing that Dr Bad himself just got the official result and that he's still in Medan at the moment. we'll just wait and see la....letih mental and physical (coz im fasting today :( *sob,sob!) plus i took Fedec last night and i feel so weak...i think im sounding like a grandma so im gonna stop now...OUT!