confession of a 'not so' teenage girl

one thing u should know about me is that.......i dont like going to class. if i can avoid it, i will try every means to avoid it...

so whats my problem exactly?

gee....i dont know! i just dont like going to class. PERIOD!

its not like i hate it, sometimes i look forward to it. but in the end, somehow one way or another i end up sleeping at the back of the class or if im awake, i'll be talking to my friends and ended up making so much noise that someone will get thrown out of the class. teringat when jaja and ivan got thrown out of class by datten bangun....because of me! *sob, sob!! i shed tear whenever i think about it...its too depressing!! haha....yeah right!

during LAN class...i was so bored that i started shredding paper!

evidence of my hard work....

come to think about it, in medan i dont really go to class. maybe i'll go like once or twice a week just for the sake of going or u know how some lecturers love to call names or check the attendance? yeah.....but there are times (many, many times actually) when my name got called and i wasnt in class and the annoying part is when my friend told me with such a drama as if the lecturer was in flaming temper, and that he was so close to explode


and all this because i was absent. u think i dont know what they are trying to pull on me? im not stupid! they're to scare me for not coming to class, thats why!

i know im suppose to go to class but i chose not to. so should anything happen prior to my decision, i must take full responsibility for my action.
have i gotten into trouble before? of coz la! numerous times in fact! the most unforgettable one was with pak dedi...i was sooo ready to repeat my physiology! but thank god, i passed!!

so back to class, there was this one time i was so bored and i cant sleep! so u know what i did???

yes! i started doing my part-time job camwhoring!!!
-we've all done things that we're not proud of u know!-

or, better yet i get the president of The Camwhore Association to ber-camwhore together-gether! at least shes doing something other than sleeping!

admit it jaja....its in ur blood!

sometimes, the secretary will tag along...

...jam 'team rocket' pun nak tag along ker??...

as u can see...we even recruit new member!

even the ones who didnt realise that they were being recruited like 'Datin I' yg busy ber-sms over there...

see how hardworking we are in class?

considering the amount of hardwork we put in class....its amazing if we didnt pass with flying colours dont u think??

WACKY FAIZAL IS BACK!

if i say 'faizal tahir' whats the first thing that come to ur mind??


the 'buka baju incident' right??!!


hehe...well, ive always liked him. he is what i can say as 'something fresh' in the industry. not only do i like his music, i think he has originality; something that the newbies in the local scene are lacking off. but most importantly, he is not pretentious. people might not like it....but hey, we are what we are right?


anyways the man is back after 3 months 'gardening' (sorryla, but i saw a pix of him planting a tree or something as a part of the social work he had to do) and he is ready to kick ass! he won many, many awards in APM and AIM recently i think it should make up for the Juara Lagu finals that he missed earlier this year. although i can so imagine him banging his head against the wall after hearing Mahakarya Cinta being butchered during the finals the other day..hehe....


so here is his first TV appearance after coming out from 'detention' (back to school are we??!!) in the Anugerah Planet Muzik recently. i thought the performance was good from the very beginning until he started singing the last verse i just couldnt stop laughing after that....he is indeed one wacky dude!!!

SoCiAL NeTWorKinG vs Me

ladies and gentlemen,

before we go in-depth, lets talk about social networking....what is social networking? here is a video that will explain to you what is called 'social networking' in plain english...





so u can see how social networking has been a phenomenon throughout the world.its no longer just an interest of a certain group of people. nowadays, it has become somewhat a necessity. almost everyone i know joins at least one social network. sometimes i think in a way its like ur ID tag. in the era of stone age, people get to know each other through friends and family. so ur circle of friends are very limited. now, with social networks u can have friends from another continent, across the sea, to another part of earth! thats how powerful social network is!

it is so powerful that if u meet someone who doesnt have a friendster or a facebook at least, u go like,? huh?? are u kidding me??? why is that so?

for some people, they believe that these networks are so important, its almost like a resume...u will always think of something impressive to put in your resume right? so they pimp their page, upload the best pictures in their photos gallery (when i say best, i mean photo shop edited ya!!), invite friends, add more and more friends etc, etc......and the result?? there u have a pimped page with so many happening people (which half of them uve never even met!)

even my friends here, every time they take pictures, they'll go like, "posing cantik-cantik! nie nak masuk dalam friendster..." and if the picture happens to be real nice, they go, "eh...cantiknya muka aku kat sini! nak! nak!" then at the other end you'll hear, "ala, nampak banyak jerawat!nanti malam nak edit gambar!" u think thats bad? wait till u hear noises from the back of the crowd, "muka aku tak cantik kat gambar nie! nak tangkap lagi sekali!!!" uh-oh! :(

one thing not mentioned in the video is that, social networks are indeed a very good source for gossip mongers...everybody knows about everybodys businesses. who is going out with who, who breaks up with who, who is marrying who, who is fighting with who.....to cut long story short, metaphorically its like surfing the net for materials to put into ur project, in this case its more like materials for the next gossip session.

and im telling u, it amazes me how much time they spend on these networks. like me for example, many asked me; what do i do when i go online? well, i love reading blogs, check out latest vids on you tube, listen to music and maybe download some tracks, catch up on the latest news around the globe, maybe even take quizzes. so u can see that i have many windows on my screen at one time. but some of my friends, they dont do anything else other than viewing peoples page on friendster or facebook. there is only one window open! even if they have a few windows open at the same time, its from the same network only on different people! kay-poh-cee i tell u!

as for me, im looking at social networks as something that i should just have. is it important? to me personally, no. but why do i have it? okay, this may sound very groupie but what the heck! i have it coz everyone else has it! there u go....

i have a friendster and a facebook. of coz there are many, many others like my space, hi5 and god-knows-what! ive gotten many invitations to join these networks but i decline most of it. u see, i dont really go out of my way to talk to other people unless i have to. im not being arrogant or ignorant, its just not my nature to be overly a people person unless i consider them friends or im in a situation that calls for desperate measure. even with people i consider friends, i dont talk to them often. does it mean i dont think they are significant? of coz not! not talking doesnt mean not caring. i care for them. its just that im occupied with other things in life that maybe i cant send them testimonials all the time. but the bottom line is, I CARE...

since ive got many complaints from my friends who kutuk my facebook and friendster (so kesian, they actually sent an email, calling me back to friendster) i decided to spend almost the whole day facebooking (yes, it has become a verb now!)

gosh, i dont know how they do it! its so tiring! and u know one thing about facebook, so many notifications! i almost fell off my chair when i saw 368 notifications!!!!! in the end, after hours and hours of hard work i still have 68 notifications left. i just gave up and logged out. i guess it'll take sometime for me to log in to facebook again...

so if people spend hours facebooking, understandable la....but hours on friendster?!?! nak buat apa???!!!! still tak faham!

a day at queensbay mall

i spent a day at queensbay mall the other day with aniza (a.k.a jaja-kinokun). since we're getting sick and tired of gurney, we decided to go to queensbay for a change, plus we wanted to eat sushi and what a better place that serves goo-ood sushi than sakae sushi :) of coz, there are other places like sushi king and cold storage (ehem..ehem....!) but sakae sushi rawks!

its a well known fact that im on a supposedly-strict-diet (especially after meeting my dietitian) so i decided to indulge myself with my fav sushi eventhough ive had 10 PLATES of sushi last weekend in KL! haha...... jaja brought along her brand new canon camera, so we decided to try it for the first time....

got many pictures in this posting okay?!?! dun pray-pray!!!

evidence of how much we're indulging ourselves *wink,wink!

jaja-kinokun, posing with food....and she calls me the camwhore....*sigh

after we're done indulging ourselves, we went to the cinema to watch 'forbidden kingdom'...




i think its okayla....not totally awed by it, but i think its unique in a way. for the first time, 2 big names in Hong Kong, jackie chan and jet li stars together in a movie.i thought the storyline is very unique. the idea comes from the story of the 'monkey king' and that is, the 'journey to the west'. and we all know the monkey king right? i used to lurvee journey to the west so much, that sometimes i skipped tuition just so that i dont miss any of the episodes... that is why u can see the collision of 2 different parts of the world, from a dream of a young teenager in the urban Boston city to the ancient China where he meets Lu Yan, the drunken immortal (jackie chan) and the silent monk who is a magical human created by the Monkey King prior to his imprisonment (jet li)...and the story goes on and on....

enough with the sinopsis, after the movie we decided to walk around the mall. we came across a model search or something like that. i took some photos but since im on dial up at the moment and its acting out right now so, im lazy to upload them.

of coz, by then it was already dinner time. not that hungry actually but we are at the mall anyway right? might as well eat...hehe...just another reason for us to eat...

the next place chosen was...


say it again...PASTASIA!

hehe....never heard of the place before so we decided to give it a try. its a restaurant the combines italian and siamese cuisine. that explains the name past-A-sia...get it??

but lo and behold, notice something interesting?

check out the spoon!! hehehe.....okay, sorry if im being jakun but oh dear lord! the spoon is so huge! it looks like an ice-cream scoop! hehe....but sadly none of the dishes we ordered required us to use the spoon...thats okay, next time then :)

after we had our dinner, that was almost 9.30pm so we decided to head back home. but before that, sempat lagi snap some camwhore shots in the car....

jaja-kin's expression reminds me of the fair & lovely commercial...

u know, they have the before & after pictures? haha....jaja's definitely the 'before' picture! muahahaha! im evil!!!


AND THE FINAL TOUCH.....................

HAHAHA.......we are so lame!!!hehehe.....

LYRICS FROM THE MUSICBOX

SO HERE ARE THE LYRICS OF ALL THE SONGS IN THE MUSICBOX...ITS MY PERSONAL FAVOURITE AT THE MOMENT...ENJOY :)



GITA GUTAWA, SEMPURNA

Kau begitu sempurna
Dimataku kau begitu indah
Kau membuat diriku akan slalu memujamu


Disetiap langkahku
Kukan slalu memikirkan dirimu
Tak bisa kubayangkan hidupku tanpa cintamu


Janganlah kau tinggalkan diriku
Takkan mampu menghadapi semua
Hanya bersamamu ku akan bisa


[Reff:]
Kau adalah darahku
Kau adalah jantungku
Kau adalah hidupku
Lengkapi diriku
Oh sayangku, kau begitu
Sempurna... Sempurna...


Kau genggam tanganku
Saat diriku lemah dan terjatuh
Kau bisikkan kata dan hapus semua sesalku

Janganlah kau tinggalkan diriku
Takkan mampu menghadapi semua
Hanya bersamamu ku akan bisa


[Reff:]
Kau adalah darahku
Kau adalah jantungku
Kau adalah hidupku
Lengkapi diriku
Oh sayangku, kau begitu
Sempurna... Sempurna...


Kau genggam tanganku
Saat diriku lemah dan terjatuh
Kau bisikkan kata dan hapus semua sesalku




IMRAN AJMAIN, SERIBU TAHUN

Rela ku menunggu mu seribu tahun lama lagi
tapi benarkah hidup ku kan selama ini
biar berputar utara selatan
ku tak putus harapan
sedia setia


Rela ku mengejar mu seribu batu jauh lagi
tapi benarkah kaki ku kan tahan sepanjang jalan ini
biar membisu burung bersiulan
tenang lah gelombang lautan
ku masih setia


Adakah engkau yakin ini cinta
adakah engkau pasti ini tuk selama lama nya


Rela ku menunggu mu seribu tahun lama lagi
tapi benarkah hidup ku kan selama ini
biar berputar utara selatan
ku tak putus harapan
sedia setia


Jangan putus harapan
Sedia setia....


ANUAR ZAIN, KETULUSAN HATI

Cintaku tak berdusta
Tak mengenal ingkar
Tak kenal nestapa

Cintaku hanya indah
Hanya bahagia untuk selamanya

Apa yang kurasakan ini
Persembahan untuk dirimu
Kau biarkan kasihku

Mencintaimu tak mengenal waktu
Tak mengenal puitis
hanya tulusnya hati
mencintaimu tak mengenal ragu
keyakinan hatiku hanya untuk dirimu selalu.....

Cintaku tak berdusta
Tak mengenal ingkar
Tak kenal nestapa


Tak ada seribu janji
Hanya bahagia untuk selamanya

Apa yang kurasakan ini
Persembahan untuk dirimu
Kau biarkan kasihku

Mencintaimu tak mengenal waktu
Tak mengenal puitis
hanya tulusnya hati
mencintaimu tak mengenal ragu
keyakinan hatiku hanya untuk dirimu selalu.....

Apa yang kurasakan ini
Persembahan untuk dirimu
Kau biarkan kasihku

oooo

Mencintaimu tak mengenal waktu
Tak mengenal puitis
hanya tulusnya hati
mencintaimu tak mengenal ragu
keyakinan hatiku hanya untuk dirimu selalu.....


KAER AZAMI, IZINKAN KU PERGI

sinaran mata cerita segalanya
duka lara terpendam memori semalam
tinggal segala cinta tiada kembalinya
abadi kasih kita kau bawa bersama
mimpi indah mekar saat cinta bersemi
sedetik asmara syurga selamanya

pergilah rinduku hilangkan dirimu
tak sanggup menanggung derita di kalbuku
pergilah sayangku bermula semula
semangat cintaku membara kerana dia
tiada niatku

tersemat jiwa setia bersamanya
cinta murni berdua beribu tahunnya
mimpi indah mekar saat cinta bersemi
sedetik asmara syurga selamanya

pergilah rinduku hilangkan dirimu
tak sanggup menanggung derita di kalbuku
pergilah sayangku bermula semula
semangat cintaku membara kerana dia
tiada niatku


ohh pergilah sayangku bermula semula
semangat cintaku membara kerana dia

tiada niatku

maafkan daku duhai kasih
izinkan ku pergi......