for u people who doesnt know this small little fact, well let me break it up to u. i am a medical student. yes....that i am...
hard to believe? well, im still having the hardest time believing it myself. as u can see, i dont really blog about my life as a medical student. im trying to protect this blog against any medical terminology that would corrupt my blog as it has corrupted my life....haha...
its not that bad... it gets tough as it gets going, but hey u deal with it right? i guess like any other profession it has its good and bad, pros and cons. im not overly excited to become a doctor. like my friends, u can see their faces lit up as they talk about the things they saw in the operation theater, or the cases they saw in the ward, sometimes they'd talk about the doctors and nurses and god-knows-what-else (u see, normally the moment the topic comes up, i just turn deaf or slowly falls asleep) so technically, their lives evolves around the hospital and i think they like it fine and dandy :)
as for me....i would like to think that i am currently doing something that i have to do. i dont hate nor dislike what im doing. im not overly enthusiastic about it either. its just something that i have to do. i dont have to force myself to do it, i just do it...so its just another day like every other day for me...
so life as a medical student....if u think its all books then i'd say ure totally right. we study so hard. we study day and night. 24 hours, 7 days a week is just not enough! so many things to read, so little time. sometimes its a miracle that we can spare some time to eat. normally we just eat bread or something thats easy to chew. we cant afford the luxury to glance at our food while we're eating. its just not possible! we dont use our beds as we dont sleep at night.normally we just crash on the study table after going through the notes and revising last semesters' notes (coz we dont want to forget stuff as we get going)...
which is why ACMS dont bother providing a proper matress for us, coz they know we wont be using it! oh...they're so understanding (sungguh terharu memikirkannya).
we dont bother putting on make-ups or anything as harmless as foundation but prefer walking around kepala batas looking like a bunch of zombies! as for entertainment, let me see....we go on-line during weekends to surf for latest medical journals, latest CMG (clinical medical guidelines) not only from malaysia but also from other countries....bravo! (thats why dr. fauzi is so proud of us!), we would google for more discoveries in medicine (u know, there are so many discoveries u have yet to know)...
sometimes we shed tears just thinking of the many, many news facts that we have yet to know. plus the thought of other people reading something that we do not know at the moment, oh dear! cant help but to be kiasu!!
on the bright side, we look at it as something that drive us to study harder and be the best! we devote our lives to medicine....our lives, our pride, our joy and our every happiness...so here are the evidences of our hard work at the klinik kesihatan last week...
at first we started as a group,
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